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And here we are!
i don't know what you want me to say
we're given nothing to work off anyway
i can't elaborate if you can't articulate
i can't read your mind just communicate
i don't know what you see in me
but it's something that i can never be
it's not your place to get upset about this
and it's not cuz you can't live without us
it's the worst day we've seen in years
the sky is dear god anything but clear
breathe in, breathe out, what are you on about
plowing forward but you've lost the route
impossibilities happen every year
could have stopped it while pretending not to hear
skip the hospital call the cemetery
face-down in front of the library
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that's not at all what i wanted to hear
a long list before i can do anything to help
i wish one day we wake up and everything is alright
please man just don't say you will never get better
it's not one of those things that get better with time
she can only get worse and worse
stood in the hallwayting for you to get home is where the void is
please man just don't say you will never get better
and we know that it won't help but it's just the price we pay
lori loughlin did the bullshit as such you can't help perception of it
and we know that it won't help but it's just the price we pay
and in a year we'll get the bends cuz "no-one else will do it for ya"
that's not at all what i wanted to hear
a long list before i can do anything to help
i wish one day we wake up and everything is alright
please man just don't say you will never get better
it's not one of those things that get better with time
she can only get worse and worse
stood in the hallwayting for you to get home is where the void is
please man just don't say you will never get better
(I- There's a lot I-I-I… I wanna hear about, but there's also a lot that I would like to talk to you about…)
(I want to hear all about it. How did you… how did you get here?)
(It is… it's also another long story…)
talking incessantly battered and bruised i just sit here and wait for the nonextant news of the hand that you play and the roles you have hewn no time on the door when we all have been used
(She might have walked out of there feeling better.)
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and through the fabric on the cages
nothing like the nothing on the faces
the haunted ones are meant for all the phrases
feeling how we forgot all the places
she's something you could never miss
and know she won't speak very highly
now you see your home for what it is
Outgoing Overgrown pile of ivy
(And just thinking that changing your surroundings is what's gonna help you but, ultimately, it's, uh, it's an internal journey, for lack of a– a less cheesy word. And until you kind of make peace with who you are and what you feel about yourself, you're not gonna find happiness, like, even if you go somewhere else or do a different job or… or whatever.)
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an ep about stress, about overexerting yourself in a world where nobody else gives a shit, about disconnect from those important to you, and about a fourth thing. it took an inordinate amount of time to make this so if it's still not good it's your problem now. i'm writing this four minutes before i hit publish. good night.
released April 16, 2022
special thanks to: the AAPG, WC, r2, yt1s, Dad, Richie, various gearspace users from 2014, Andrew Huang, glass beach, TunnelBear, L, that other guy, and you (the listener).
special apologies to: everyone i sampled, everyone i ripped off (Good Game, Good Kid, Clever Girl, Hyakkei (百景), Totorro, Covet, Will Toledo, TheFatRat, etc.), the guitar center employees who think i'm insane since Bug's electronics apparently only work on guitar center property, and you (the listener).
special fuck yous to: Kyle Heany, Mickey Dole, Terry Thurston, Andy Johnson, Alex Leverman, Meredith Blue, and the rest. you know what you did.
Announcer sample from Kirby and the Forgotten Land (music by Hirokazu Ando and voice by Minami Takayama)
Super Mario World Player Down Sound Effect by Koji Kondo
Gillion & Edyn sample from
www.youtube.com/watch?v=gtzmm6Bd2oI
Tom Scott sample from
www.youtube.com/watch?v=egbJ8p2UVKk
Zack Mykula sample from
www.youtube.com/watch?v=53lVPQVq-mY
covers made with:
Zoetrope 5.5 by Bearsharktopusdev
colab.research.google.com/drive/1gkFHVBnmGMqUOvWd7Ua6dyHM7_ViwITP?usp=sharing
VQGAN+CLIP (with pooling) by Katherine Crowson et al.
colab.research.google.com/drive/1ZAus_gn2RhTZWzOWUpPERNC0Q8OhZRTZ
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